–people, please, watch my tone!–
People do think as they do talk. I do think as I do talk. Whatever you do, even if your intention is as pure as driven snow (as if!), there still be chance that I will thought it is harmful. As long as I think (also when I’m still talking) this will be a devil’s circle.
I try to be a positive person. (Hey, watch my words, I used ‘try to be’ instead of ‘am’). Nonetheless, some of my deeds proven that I still cannot get rid of my negatives charges. One that I learnt in the past few months is that I need to stop talking about other people if I want to stop the mass killing (it is NOT literally speaking, puhleezzzz!!!)
Talking *with* other people cannot be avoided, especially if you’re talkative or working alone all morning and afternoon. To make my mind sane, meeting and talking with people at lunch is one of my priority. At least I can hear their stories. Once it start to talk *about* other people, then it’s time that my lunchtime is over, whatever amount of food still stay inside my lunchbox. I avoid this topic by simply talking about myself (which will make people think I’m a self-centered person) or asking them to talk about themselves (which will make them think that I’m a passive person and don’t like to open myself). Can you catch what I’m trying to say here?
The only think that I practically do–when I don’t get the temptation to join the talk *about* other people and join forces to slowly kill the unlucky ‘friend’ by backstab him/her then watch and let him/her bleeding and loose all his/her dripping blood without giving him/her chance to defend himself/herself or even see the foe’s faces–is shut my mouth, finish my tea/coffee/lunch/whatever i do as fast as possible and run for my life. *phiyuuuhh… release a deep breath*
It’s getting daring when I have a one-on-one shopping trip/lunch/tea/brunch/messenger/etc. Usually it started innocently. Hey what’s up with that guy? Hey what’s the story of this girl? And so the story goes. On and on and on. The thing is, good news only celebrated for a few sentences, meanwhile the ‘hot and wicked’ news stand for the rest of the conversation or make me click a new conversation window. See how evil I am? Beside those people I knew, my victims in this kind of mass slaughter are those so called celebrities in the infotainment show.